Breadcrumbs 2021


Leftovers

 

Great doubt, whether through hesitation or disbelief,

Is the motivation, the momentum, the impetus, the stimulus,

That sets sail and rudder to whatever parts known and unknown,

Any given wanderer, any given rambler, any given gypsy, any given sailor,

From harbor to harbor, from adventure to adventure, from birth to death, tacks.

 

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To be, or not to be.

To become, or not to become.

To doubt, or not to doubt.

To see, or not to see.

To share, or not to share.

To love, or not to love.

To serenity, or not to serenity.

To taste, or not to taste.

To think, or not to think.

To imbibe, or not to imbibe.

To give, or not to give.

To inquire, or not to inquire.

To hate, or not to hate.

To eat, or not to eat.

To still, or not to still.

To protect, or not to protect.

To smell, or not to smell.

To coexist, or not to coexist.

To kill, or not to kill.

To tranquil, or not to tranquil.

To battle, or not to battle.

To embrace, or not to embrace.

To know, or not to know.

To touch, or not to touch.

To hear, or not to hear.

To resist, or not to resist.

To breathe, or not to breathe.

To revolt, or not to revolt.

To serve, or not to serve.

To take, or not to take.

To live, or not to live.

To instruct, or not to instruct.

To die, or not to die.

To order, or not to order.

To create, or not to create.

To preserve, or not to preserve.

To destroy, or not to destroy.

To pray, or not to pray.

To grok, or not to grok.

To who, or not to who.

To predator, or not to predator.

To try, or not to try.

To wrath, or not to wrath.

To camouflage, or not to camouflage.

To covet, or not to covet.

To repose, or not to repose.

To exist, or not to exist.

To academic, or not to academic.

To boast, or not to boast.

To what, or not to what.

To sow, or not to sow.

To empathy, or not to empathy.

To follow, or not to follow.

To denounce, or not to denounce.

To torture, or not to torture.

To enjoy, or not to enjoy.

To compete, or not to compete.

To waffle, or not to waffle.

To grow, or not to grow.

To ally, or not to ally

To sojourn, or not to sojourn.

Th charge, or not to charge.

To abide, or not to abide.

To beg, or not to beg.

To rebel, or not to rebel.

To permit, or not to permit.

To mold, or not to mold.

To join, or not to join.

To review, or not to review.

To affiliate, or not to affiliate.

To dream, or not to dream.

To waiver, or not to waiver.

To conquer, or not to conquer

To win, or not to win.

To shuffle, or not to shuffle.

To lose, or not to lose.

To surrender, or not to surrender.

To go, or not to go.

To dive, or not to dive.

To write, or not to write.

To discern, or not to discern.

To propagate, or not to propagate.

To stop, or not to stop.

To learn, or not to learn.

To succeed, or not to succeed.

To impede, or not to impede.

To where, or not to where.

To nurture, or not to nurture.

To sympathy, or not to sympathy.

To fail, or not to fail.

To sit, or not to sit.

To prey, or not to prey.

To recline, or not to recline.

To lead, or not to lead.

To victim, or not to victim.

To innovate, or not to innovate.

To wander, or not to wander.

To lie, or not to lie.

To produce, or not to produce.

To idol, or not to idol.

To investigate, or not to investigate.

To when, or not to when.

To fall, or not to fall.

To assert, or not to assert.

To draw, or not to draw.

To sheeple, or not to sheeple.

To understand, or not to understand.

To collaborate, or not to collaborate.

To quest, or not to quest.

To fly, or not to fly.

To increase, or not to increase.

To cease, or not to cease.

To pass, or not to pass.

To observe, or not to observe.

To help, or not to help.

To why, or not to why.

To speak, or not to speak.

To extrapolate, or not to extrapolate.

To symbol, or not to symbol.

To work, or not to work.

To narrate, or not to narrate.

To renounce, or not to renounce.

To play, or not to play.

To invent, or not to invent.

To remind, or not to remind.

To tolerate, or not to tolerate.

To contend, or not to contend.

To feel, or not to feel.

To contort, or not to contort.

To fantasy, or not to fantasy.

To lust, or not to lust.

To mention, or not to mention.

To argue, or not to argue.

To angel, or not to angel.

To own, or not to own.

To decrease, or not to decrease.

To how, or not to how.

To save, or not to save.

To journey, or not to journey.

To trip, or not to trip.

To rhetoric, or not to rhetoric.

To participate, or not to participate.

To allow, or not to allow.

To respond, or not to respond.

To romantic, or not to romantic.

To analyze, or not to analyze.

To act, or not to act.

To complain, or not to complain.

To passion, or not to passion.

To walk, or not to walk.

To challenge, or not to challenge.

To throw, or not to throw.

To desire, or not to desire.

To drudge, or not to drudge.

To berate, or not to berate.

To state, or not to state.

To cast off, or not to cast off.

To tribe, or not to tribe.

To teach, or not to teach.

To true, or not to true.

To achieve, or not to achieve.

To drift, or not to drift.

To maintain, or not to maintain.

To toss, or not to toss.

To start, or not to start.

To rant, or not to rant.

To disdain, or not to disdain.

To inflict, or not to inflict.

To explore, or not to explore.

To quit, or not to quit.

To criticize, or not to criticize.

To spend, or not to spend.

To buy, or not to buy.

To rise, or not to rise.

To sermon, or not to sermon.

To infinite, or not to infinite.

To care, or not to care.

To groupthink, or not to groupthink.

To heal, or not to heal.

To condemn, or not to condemn.

To doublethink, or not to doublethink.

To address, or not to address.

To quantum, or not to quantum.

To extinct, or not to extinct.

To cooperate, or not to cooperate.

To rage, or not to rage.

To party, or not to party.

To pragmatic, or not to pragmatic.

To existential, or not to existential.

To react, or not to react.

To false, or not to false.

To dismiss, or not to dismiss.

To thoughtcrime, or not to thoughtcrime.

To remark, or not to remark.

To grasp, or not to grasp.

To demon, or not to demon.

To superstition, or not to superstition.

To quarrel, or not to quarrel.

To experiential, or not to experiential.

To listen, or not to listen.

To drink, or not to drink.

To comprehend, or not to comprehend.

To harangue, or not to harangue.

To practical, or not to practical.

To one, or not to one.

To fix, or not to fix.

To empirical, or not to empirical.

To critique, or not to critique.

To riot, or not to riot.

To protect, or not to protect.

To sell, or not to sell.

To totality, or not to totality.

To twist, or not to twist.

To flourish, or not to flourish.

To zip, or not to zip.

To cultivate, or not to cultivate.

To hunger, or not to hunger.

To vie, or not to vie.

To paradox, or not to paradox.

To irony, or not to irony.

To hint, or not to hint.

To describe, or not to describe.

To mature, or not to mature.

To newspeak, or not to newspeak.

To zeal, or not to zeal.

To explain, or not to explain.

To fish, or not to fish.

To doublespeak, or not to doublespeak.

To condone, or not to condone.

To run, or not to run.

To reason, or not to reason.

To anarchy, or not to anarchy.

To seek, or not to seek.

To remember, or not to remember.

To repair, or not to repair.

To desecrate, or not to desecrate.

To deride, or not to deride.

To wise, or not to wise.

To comment, or not to comment.

To kneel, or not to kneel.

To nest, or not to nest.

To assist, or not to assist.

To oppose, or not to oppose.

To perceive, or not to perceive.

To defend, or not to defend.

To witness, or not to witness.

To thirst, or not to thirst.

To ask, or not to ask.

To announce, or not to announce.

To shield, or not to shield.

To harvest, or not to harvest.

To delve, or not to delve.

To note, or not to note.

To mayhem, or not to mayhem.

To fathom, or not to fathom.

To delight, or not to delight.

To dig, or not to dig.

To partner, or not to partner.

To sally, or not to sally.

To recall, or not to recall.

To adapt, or not to adapt.

To attack, or not to attack.

To venture, or not to venture.

To evolve, or not to evolve.

To chameleon, or not to chameleon.

To have, or not to have.

To pretend, or not to pretend.

To struggle, or not to struggle.

To endure, or not to endure.

To wonder, or not to wonder.

To question, or not to question.

To be, or not to be.

 

Those are some questions.

 

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Belief, faith, hope, certainty, conviction,

And other notions of a whimsical nature,

Do not long dwell in the arena of doubt.

 

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There is no imaginary creator on high judging its creation.

There is only the spontaneous creation equally experiencing all dreamtimes.

Heavens and hells and purgatories are the delusional fabrications

Of those who allow imagination to get the better of them.

Implacable doubt is the means to awakening

To the awareness witnessing all.

 

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Doubt is the key ingredient.

Believing anything, assuming anything,

Is the sure road to any and every imaginable delusion.

 

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You may be mistaken about all this, but do not see how.

In every way truth can be comprehended: from rational to irrational,

From absolute to relative, from to realistic to delusional, from infinite to infinitesimal,

From sensible to absurd, from ironic to paradoxical, from black to white,

It all melds into a unified certainty that cannot be undone.

It is this acuity, both deliberated and intuited,

That doubts all other contenders.

 

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For those who seek that beyond all doubt, the world, the universe,

Gradually loses its hold over the intelligence prior to consciousness.

 

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All the problems, the mistakes, the bungles, the panics, the boo-boos, the miscalculations,

The complications, the faults, the errors, the catches, the slip-ups, the bruises, the oversights,

The inaccuracies, the disquiets, the bloopers, the gaffes, the muddles, the obstacles, the dilemmas,

The cuts, the lapses, the tears, the rips, the strains, the riddles, the missteps, the pains, the questions,

The dreads, the delays, the hitches, the lengths, the tortures, the glitches, the strivings, the nightmares,

The struggles, the stings, the distresses, the cruelties, the twinges, the anguishes, the slips, the concerns,

The inconveniences, the setbacks, the drawbacks, the stains, the hiccups, the stoppages, the intricacies,

The exertions, the adversities, the indiscretions, the horrors, the fears, the fretfulnesses, the nuisances,

The conundrums, the challenges, the posers, the enigmas, the cautions, the sufferings, the calamities,

The errors, the bloomers, the misprints, the faux pas, the howlers, the hurts, the aches, the sweats,

The worries, the anxieties, the strains, the griefs, the predicaments, the quandaries, the frights,

The phobias, the toils, the alarms, the brainteasers, the angsts, the troubles, the tribulations,

The apprehensions, the punishments, the afflictions, the snags, the troubles, the blights,

The obstructions, the difficulties, the blindsides, the bottlenecks, the hindrances,

The anomalies, the efforts, the trips, the oopsies, the oh-my-gods, the snafus,

The doubts, the blunders, the botch-ups, the cockups, the fuckups …

You just have to wrap your head around living with them.

 

 

Soundbites

 

As well-intended as any teacher may be, there is always room for doubt.

 

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Doubt requires no belief.

 

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Doubt is the key ingredient.

 

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Cynicism is a shield of righteousness against the absurdities of human consciousness.

 

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Doubt is the fuel that drives the engine down the road less traveled.

 

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Oh, ye of little doubt

 

 

Breadcrumbs

Doubt me, too.

 

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I may be very wrong about all this, but do not see how.

In every way truth can be comprehended: from rational to irrational,

From absolute to relative, from to realistic to delusional, from infinite to infinitesimal,

From sensible to absurd, from ironic to paradoxical, from black to white,

It all melds into a unified certainty that cannot be undone.

It is this acuity, both deliberated and intuited,

That doubts all other contenders.